About this book
Jonas Haldorsen is happily married, yet some memories refuse to fade. From a small Norwegian town to the quiet corners of adolescence, he recalls the first sparks of desire, trust, and secrecy that shaped him. Friendships blurred with temptation, curiosity mingled with guilt, and love tested the boundaries of loyalty.
As he reflects on the choices he made — and those he didn’t — Jonas asks himself the question that has haunted him all his life: What could have been?
A compelling, introspective journey into desire, regret, and the enduring power of first love.